| thoughts of a dying athiest |
[12 Dec 2003|07:27am] |
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I'm crying |
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Muse - Citizen Erased |
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eerie whispers
trapped beneath my pillow
won`t let me sleep,
your memories
i know you're in this room,
i'm sure i heard you sigh
floating in-between
where our worlds collide
it scares the hell out of me
and the end is all i can see
and it scares the hell out of me
and the end is all i can see
i know the moment's near
and there's nothing we can do
look through a faithless eye
are you afraid to die?
it scares the hell out of me
and the end is all i can see
and it scares the hell out of me
and the end is all i can see
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[26 Nov 2003|07:28am] |
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AFI - Morningstar |
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pretty people
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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| I'm borred.... |
[19 Nov 2003|06:14am] |
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bored |
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Deftones - Change (in the house of flies) |
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Summer, I painted a scene that lit the stars for me.
Said "I can erase it for you dear."
That summer created those words that came to life in three.
They were denied by you
Summer I laid down below a glitter adorned night and silently sparkled my own way
Summer I laid down by you and shared my frail light. You gave the dark to me.
I looked inside to find the one I sent away.
(I wanted this excoriation.)
I nearly froze when I stepped inside to find the flowers turned to gray.
I closed my eyes and kissed them one last time.
(I thrive on this self mutilation)
Summer, a morning so pale, alone when they found me.
As I remained sleeping I heard them say "This summer created a boy of abject misery."
He was designed by you .
I looked inside to find the one I sent away.
(I wanted this excoriation.)
I nearly froze when I stepped inside to find the flowers turned to gray.
I closed my eyes and kissed them one last time.
(I thrive on this self mutilation)
So like a lost child I will hide, and like a lost lie I will find a way to return to the one who made me.
Cover your eyes and we'll die together
Will you cry for me? Will you cry for me, or will you cry with me?
I've been a lonely one.
I've had this whole world drained from me.
Am I the only one?
I've had this world drained from me.
Summer, I painted a scene that lit the stars for me. Said "I can erase it for you dear."
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[13 Nov 2003|08:13am] |
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AFI - Total Immortal |
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School fucking sucks. I hate Mrs. Irving. Grrr. Horrible voice. Horrible lady. xxx
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| Remember when we were all so beautiful? |
[11 Nov 2003|07:00am] |
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AFI - The Boy Who Destroyed The World |
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bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob bob.
I'm so pathetic. I'm in such a needy mood today. Fo0kin maths exams...*grumbles* *glares*
Hmph. Whoever thought that maths should be a compulsary subject should be shot in the feet then kicked in the face. Then hit with sticks. With nails in. And then thrown into a pit of giddy little people squealing tiger army. All day long. *anger*
yeah. Pfft. First whinge on this journal. GO me. ♥
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[10 Nov 2003|05:26pm] |
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Umm...spice girls - wannabe (fuck knows why) |
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Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah. The addiction continues.
I love Journals
It's Cara, by the by, and I'm only using this to post on jut-e's journal. hehehe.
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nerdy